Merry Christmas!

This past week was difficult. Monday I had my pre-op physical and blood work. The reality and imminence of surgery hit me. Thursday was my original surgery date before we had to reschedule due to conflicts in the doctors' schedules. In a way, I wish that we had been able to keep the date so that I would already be on my recovery path and closer to having the complete plan for treatment. But as I look at it today with Christmas Eve tomorrow, I'm glad that I will have a normal celebration with Todd and the kids.

It will be just us, and that's ok. I've become consumed with staying well prior surgery. We've got a little cold bug running through the house that we need to kick and then stay well. Don't be offended if I keep my distance or decline invitations in the next two weeks. I've waited long enough and I need to get started on the road to recovery.

I am very thankful for such a great year, in spite of my diagnosis. The abundance of thoughts, prayers, and offers of help have been, frankly, overwhelming. All of support from my new co-workers, so many people that I have reconnected with, my dear friends that have come together and organized help for me after surgery - you all are incredible and I am thankful to have you. My family has been amazing. My kids are sweet and strong. I wear the pink bracelet Sarah gave me that says 'Courage' on it on the days I need extra encouragement. Todd is my rock and my biggest cheerleader. I am blessed and you all are my gifts this Christmas. Love to all of you and have a blessed Merry Christmas.

Jennifer